Art, Fear & The Power of Ancestry
I wonder how far back in time we would have to go to get to the point when humans first became fearful about making and sharing art. What event happened at that particular moment? It makes sense that any rite of passage would bring with it some level of anxiety or concern but art seems different. Since art hasn’t always functioned the same way in society, it’s hard to believe that our role as artists/artmakers and our interpretation of that role hasn’t also changed with it. Over time music, art, dance and theater has gone from a balm, a spiritual mobilizer, a means to mourn and celebrate to a commodity, a quick exchange often consumed as fast as food at a drive thru.
Has it always been human nature to feel some sort of imposter syndrome, performance anxiety or pressure to be the best or did this arrive with colonialism, sexism, patriarchy and a move away from indigenous spiritual practices? I spend a lot of time thinking about art and fear, how it manifests, why and what to do with it.
Just yesterday I lead my monthly Embodied Artist workshop for women/nonbinary people. This workshop is something which I’ve been offering for the last 3 years and in special one off moments before the pandemic. Our theme this month was ancestry and how a connection to one's ancestors can help dissolve the myths, confusion and fear many people hold around authentic artistic expression. Every time I teach an intro or full length workshop on this topic people are amazed at the insights and wisdom they receive from their personal and collective family stories. It’s the reason that I’m so convinced people ought to regularly review their unique stories time and time again.
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